Don't blame me, I was high

Written in 1999, and already on the “Noise in the basement” cassette.

Deep down where I belong, there is no place for me
to act as if I'm coming on.

So long they treat me wrong, and now you ask me why
I'm going to destroy myself.

Don't try to please me, 'cause you tried those things before,
don't even ask me why I carry on to fall.

There are so many things I never even tried,
and now I feel so free, I'm gonna spend my time.

No no... if you ask me, I would lie,
I would say I was to die,
you can blame me, I was high.

Fall, fall, I'm falling down, there is no time to stop
when I'm on my way back home.

Long, long, the time ain't long, I got just one life left,
and now I'm gonna live forever.

I am so desperate, and time just lingers on,
I do feel as if I just want to blame someone.
I am so desperate, but I keep flying on,
I don't need any lesson, I'm ready to go on.

And you told me not to cry,
but you knew I was to die,
couldn't ask my friends to lie.
If you asked me, I would lie,
I would say I was to die,
you can blame me, I was high,
you can blame me, I was high.

Words and music: Ketebarbo